WINNER OF THE 2024
JOHN O’CONNOR AWARD

… I sit out in the cold, lost in what I love,
from “Memory”
not knowing what I long for, nor that the wait
will be long; that each word will become a hole
opened in language; each word a place to be free.

not everything turns away
by Philomena Johnson
Available 23 August 2024
ISBN: 978-1-7385824-7-1
paperback; 96 p.
rrp $25
From the isolation of Scotland Island to the destruction of Christchurch Cathedral; from goannas and funnel web spiders to an angel written into being; from a child turning cartwheels to a walrus astray in a Norwegian town. Philomena Johnson’s award-winning debut collection is the love-song of a restless, seeking mind to the fallible, impermanent, and deeply loved world; where the sacred can be found in the movement of wings, or the scuttle of some half-seen creature in the bush, or in the patience and solitude of a child reading a book. Even if only for a while. It’s only ever for a while.
This is an extremely resonant, well-turned collection, quick with observation and insight. The title poem – with its brisk nod to Auden’s ‘Musée des Beaux Arts’ and the famous Bruegel painting which inspired it – invites us to embrace a far wider consciousness of the natural, non-human world, a world of ‘heaping seas’, ‘green/planthoppers’, ‘a drift of geese’, ‘scribbly gums’, ‘a tease of jasmine’, ‘the punch of wind’, ‘the Port Hills enveloped in fog’. These moments of celebration are constantly underwritten by strong intimations of the sacramental, of ‘psalms of sunlit wings’, of ‘the inevitability of angels’, of ‘moonlight walking on water’, but we are also never allowed to forget or ignore what it is to be ‘a huddle of bones’, subject to ‘bruised memory’, the salt of grief, ‘an ache for open sky’. These are poems which will make you pause and reflect as you read, and will continue to work on you long after you’ve closed the book.
– HARRY RICKETTS
Judge, 2024 John O’Connor Award
The first step over the threshold
from “The fallen tree”
is the one that counts: that moment
of confusion, when what you see
and what you think you should,
rub up against each other.
There is a part of the poet Philomena Johnson — she knows there is a part of all of us — that “follows the song/ of the spider asleep/ in its web, the song/ of the mountain breathing,/ the song of the worm…”. And just as she turns away neither from the loss life exacts nor the past with its hungers and hurts, so there are moments of the world — a remembered walk up from the ferry among spotted gums, the slow flight of the Canada geese from an estuary, first light on slate sea, last days of an ageing parent — that never turn from the listening part of the poet in each of us, the part of us that enacts, often despite ourselves, a deeper belonging here on this old earth. Philomena Johnson, in these accomplished small sculptures of voice, bears witness, as poetry should, to those moments when we let the real world look us in the eye and recognise herself there.
– MARK TREDINNICK
Tonight, let us abandon our shoes at the door
from “Canvas”
and leave them to tell their own story in the twofold
tongue of abandonment and dust.
There are so many love-songs in this fine collection. So many transparencies that give rise to a multitude of voices: to birds, to ocean, to wind. To darkness and to evanescent light – the heart engaged. Most of all, it’s the story of a love affair with poetry. First off, we meet a child, sitting on a stone wall, drumming her heels as she reads her way into a poem. Language opens up there. Each word is a place to be free. It’s a freedom pursued into a lifetime of writing. There are signs and companionships all along the way. You can see them, says the poet (as did Emily Dickinson) by dint of reverie. Like any work of excellence, you will end up somewhere else when you read through the poems in this lovely book. A quintessential question will haunt you. How are we to live truthfully and courageously in our precious, articulate world.
– BERNADETTE HALL
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